i'm calmer. feeling less like a total failure, and more like...just me. i just needed to rant, earlier.
i'm talking to Jake right now :D haven't talked to him in ages...which is really my bad, but still. he used to be my best friend, and now we hardly ever talk. but he's cool, he's a big sweety. and gender queer/bi, so that's cool.
now i'm just waiting for J to get on...gah, want to talk to her so bad. and tell her my pretty cool new news about going to AU...which i'll tell y'all about AFTER i tell her, cause, ya know, she gets privaliage. :P
so yeah. i'm better. :)