so, i have this crazy idea in my head that i like baths. and i don't. i don't find them relaxing, or comforting, or anything. they're just a pain, they get too cold too fast, or they're too hot, and really? i'm an ADD kid!!! i can't sit still that long!!
but...it's been long enough since my last bath that i'd forgotten all that, so....i tried taking one.
and hated it, of course. couldn't get comfortable. then i did, but my music was too loud. then the water was too hot, and i didn't feel like going through the whole process of adjusting the temp.
blech. but i did get my trimming done, which is nice. and i took the time to rub my aloe in, so my skin doesn't feel like it's about to fall off in chunks. lol
god, i STILL have bits of engine grease under my nails! how the hell is that possible?
i wish i looked more butch than i do. i'm SUCH a girl, no matter how much i hide it. i have hips, bigish breasts (okay, more average sized, but they FEEL big), and i dunno...i just feel like i look so much more womanly than i actually am.
and yet, people mistake me for a guy all the time. i'm like "DUDE! do you not see the boobs??" cept i actually really like it.
i can't wait til i'm 18. for so many reasons. gah. 23 more days!
hehe, i think my parents would flip out if i moved out of the country as soon as i got my college fund money. but there's so many places i want to go! ireland, england, australia (:D), antarctica (okay, PROBABLY not on my first trip, lol). i just...i'd love to pick up and GO somewhere, ya know?
and at the same time, the thought terrifies me. like, the farthest i've ever been from home is a few hundred miles.
ah well....we shall see. :)
*hugs* to all