you dont need to bother

7 February, 2009 - 7:43am — the_loser

Somehow the solitude isn't as it has always been. Somehow it's different. And somehow I'm not enjoying it anymore. But only for now, it's just one of those many mood swings.
9.30 on a friday night, empty house and a one man party. Minus the party part D:
I
want
you
I'm so vulnerable. A couple of months ago I remember writing how wonderful this is, how exciting, and that I know I'm going to fall in the end, and that I'm just digging a grave, but I loved it.

I am such an idiot.

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7 February, 2009 - 9:35am — bulldyke

hug sometimes being alone

*hug* sometimes being alone is good...and sometimes it's so lonely, you want to scream til your throat is raw. i know...

you're not an idiot, you just can't predict the future.

PM if you ever want to talk. *hug*

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

8 February, 2009 - 9:26am — the_loser