Did i forget that life sucked on Tuesday or something?

And when was i supposed to hit that time in my life where suddenly I have friends and I go out and party and get drunk and have random fun? Because the time wasn't here in high school and it ain't here now...

Or does that only happen to happy girls? I mean, i could skip the drinking but I wouldn't mind some fun.

So in a fit of guilt and my mother crying, i moved back in with the parents and all I really want to do is leave. I want to be with my girlfriend and ignore my life. The only part of which i actually enjoy is being with her and going to work.

When was I supposed to have gotten it all together? I've never had it together. So was everything just supposed to magickally fall into place? Because so far, it's not happening.

Sorry I'm just the pity party.