I wish I felt better. But that would just be selfish, because I don't imagine that it's considered suitable to feel good, after a funeral. Perhaps it would have been slightly more pleasant if it hadn't rained, but i suppose some would consider it somewhat fitting.
I suppose I would have to say the funeral itself was nice, as far as these things go that is. Even though I drove (well dad drove) a total of 5 hours today to be there. I could try and come up with some better phrase but I will just say I feel like shit and I do.
The whole day today I wished I could see K. K being that gorgeous boy I'm into at present. Today I felt bad for a lot of people, namely my dad and my pop's wife. But no one really asked how I was. And it would have been nice to have someone ask, and someone to hold onto and hold me. In other words K.