Yea....So I'm at my grandmother's house and usually these visits turn into basically a Sio v. Grandma boxing match. We don't agree on a lot of thing, and sure I love her and I KNOW she loves me, but still....she's difficult. So the whole subject of me being a lesbian has been sort of a...hot topic, you could say. It's just kind of like...Grandma: "Oh, don't worry, you'll out grow it! Don't you remember that amazing fireman we saw two years ago? You thought he was stunning, see, it's ok!"

*facedesk*

Anyway...things were ok..she actually seems like she's starting to open up. I could talk about it a bit...she seemed uncomfortable...but she let me talk and didn't REALLY try to act like it was nothing...she sometimes brushes it off...tries to ignore it. And I don't feel good when she does that....she's my grandma...I want her to know me...ME...not some straight little mask.

But whatever...she ended up suddenly going on a rant about HIV and AIDS and how it's "all their fault that they got sick"..."why should I care if they die? I think that they should all die, it's not my problem".....and I was almost sick all over the table.

But of course, me being the actress that I am....shrugged it off and excused myself to go throw up in peace.....