Yea....So I'm at my grandmother's house and usually these visits turn into basically a Sio v. Grandma boxing match. We don't agree on a lot of thing, and sure I love her and I KNOW she loves me, but still....she's difficult. So the whole subject of me being a lesbian has been sort of a...hot topic, you could say. It's just kind of like...Grandma: "Oh, don't worry, you'll out grow it! Don't you remember that amazing fireman we saw two years ago? You thought he was stunning, see, it's ok!"
Anyway...things were ok..she actually seems like she's starting to open up. I could talk about it a bit...she seemed uncomfortable...but she let me talk and didn't REALLY try to act like it was nothing...she sometimes brushes it off...tries to ignore it. And I don't feel good when she does that....she's my grandma...I want her to know me...ME...not some straight little mask.
But whatever...she ended up suddenly going on a rant about HIV and AIDS and how it's "all their fault that they got sick"..."why should I care if they die? I think that they should all die, it's not my problem".....and I was almost sick all over the table.
But of course, me being the actress that I am....shrugged it off and excused myself to go throw up in peace.....