Can't Take My Fire

bulldyke's picture

let me yell and let me scream
let me carry on and cry

don't tell me what to do
don't tell me what i should think

don't patronize me
don't tell me i'm right, or wrong

it's none of your damn business
and if you fucking dare talk to me

i'm gonna give you a piece of my mind
and a punch in the face on the side

i don't give a damn what you think
i don't care that you care

i don't want to be placated
i don't want to be soothed

i want to stop being fucked
i want to start being right

and all your fucking comments don't help
your stupid *hugs* don't make me feel better

i don't give a flying fuck
and if you talk to me i'll scream

don't agree with me
don't disagree

i don't give a fuck!
just leave me the hell alone

i tell you to go away cause
i don't want to hurt you too bad

but somehow, i wind up
hurting you anyway

i don't trust anyone
to not run away when i scream

and rant and rave and yell
cause too many have already

it's all good, it's all fine
we're friends and happy

'go ahead and rant' you say
'it's fine, i don't mind'

so i do
and you can't take it

so you stop calling
stop caring

cause i'm mean and harsh
and i'm so tired of it

so just leave me the fuck alone
you can't take the fire

you can't take my fire, so don't even try
just leave me the fuck alone

so i can cry in peace

BD

Comments

WantsOut's picture

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! That's right, BullDyke, let it all out, who cares what anyone says! HAHA!

Fine, you're mean, you're harsh, I'M WORSE. And if you wanted to be left alone you shouldn't post!

Well, I think that you DO want to be bothered, that's why you posted this. Meh. I'm satisfying your selfish need to be seen. Trust me, I know that feeling.

BAHA!

bulldyke's picture

if i weren't on the pill,

if i weren't on the pill, i'd say i'm PMSing...i've gone from elated, to pissed, to depressed, to waaaaay beyond pissed, to crying. *sniffle*

you're the best, tim. you're right...just most people see all my walls and spikes and whatever, and don't even try. i guess that was my plea for love, and there you were.

wanna get a sex change operation, and marry me in canada?

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

WantsOut's picture

Why is it that when I TRY to

Why is it that when I TRY to offend someone I can't and when I TRY to help someone they get offended? Maybe I'll just stop helping people and start being an asshole ALL the time.

bulldyke's picture

well, you were an asshole

well, you were an asshole right then, and it made me feel better, so even THAT wouldn't do the trick.

i think i AM on pms...so no worries, i'm just generally fucked up.

and to answer your q, i dunno. but don't stop trying. cause even if you help just ONE person, it's worth it.

and anyway, you're too sweet to be an asshole all the time! what a waste!

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

WantsOut's picture

Somebody wants love but

Somebody wants love but doesn't know how to express it, so they push everyone away, hoping that someone will push back. The problem is, nobody does. They comply, hoping that by accepting the problem will go away. Well guess what, someone's gotta be the noncompliant asshole that pushes back. But BullDyke, lemme tell ya, if you push to get love, you won't. You'll get compliance, and you will be left witout the thing you sought. I'm alone, because I pushed everyone away. I'm filled with hatred and fear, I hate my own parents, because they never pushed back. Nobody ever pushed back. Don't make the exact mistake I made, BullDyke. Please don't.

bulldyke's picture

*push* i'm just in a crappy

*push*

i'm just in a crappy mood. and i do appriciate you trying to help...and later, i will be able to express that, but right now, i just want you to take your niceness and shove it.

so there.

i'm a bitch.

but i still care about you.

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

WantsOut's picture

Take your fucking bitchiness

Take your fucking bitchiness and shove iit. if you dont want niceness i wont give you niceness. ill be an asshole, just like i said.

I don't need your hugs, your pity, your help! You just want to make yourselves feel better. I don't care! Fuck off!

bulldyke's picture

what if i don't want either?

what if i don't want either? the poem's about being to angry to touch. i don't want nice, i don't want mean. i don't want anything at all, when i'm like that, cause nothing's right.

i DO want niceness, i just can't always be in the mood to accept it. sometimes, i'm so angry at myself, it spills over, and infects other people. so i tell them to go away, so i won't hurt them.

it's not that i don't want niceness, it's just that, for me, i have to be able to be nice to myself before i can not be angry at other people for being nice to me.

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

WantsOut's picture

If you don't want either,

If you don't want either, tough titties.

You wanted to know when you could speak and I would listen. THe time is now, and the window is pasing fast.

bulldyke's picture

ooh, not to sound like a

ooh, not to sound like a female version of adam, but i like tough titties!

i forgot what i was going to say. pretty much, nighttime sucks when you're depressed. go to bed. tomorrow will be...well, maybe not a helluva lot better, but maybe a bit.

i'm sorry, too. i shouldn't have said the things i said, how i said them.

and...you can help more people by being nice to them, and slipping in your ideas for how their lives while being sympathetic and agreeable. or, if you'd prefer to just be an asshole, stop pretending.

i DO love you. and i care about you. which undoubtedly sounds stupid, cause i barely know you, but believe me anyway. just for the sake of believing in something, if for no other reason. i'm just...like that.

so *hugs*, even if you don't want them.

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

Adam A's picture

meow

nah ah ah sweetie...there could never be two of me

bulldyke's picture

well, duh. i'd never hope

well, duh. i'd never hope to stand up to your fabulousness. that's why i said VERSION. as in, variation. as in, alike, but different in key ways. so there. :D

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

WantsOut's picture

You can't be any kind of

You can't be any kind of Adam, elseways I'd have to murder you.

bulldyke's picture

awwww...that was oddly

awwww...that was oddly sweet! :D

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

Adam A's picture

meow

lets just conclude it in that i'm awesome

bulldyke's picture

that just goes without

that just goes without saying.

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

Adam A's picture

meow

wait!

*hugs*
*reaches hand down to ass*
*other hand grabs boobs*
*kisses*
*laughs hysterically*

tada!
bulldyke do you have peircings?

bulldyke's picture

hey, get your hands off me,

hey, get your hands off me, fag!!! lol i only let cute chicks grope me, and the cock between your legs clearly states "not chick", no matter WHAT you might where.

only in places you'll never see...

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."

Adam A's picture

meow

bahahahaha....u'r cuter when u'r angry too!
do vagina's get more acidic when you're mad?

bulldyke's picture

you obviously have never

you obviously have never tasted a good pussy. if i were you, i'd stick to dick, and leave clits to those of us who appriciate them.

and who said anythin about bein angry? i'd eat you alive if i were angry...and not in the good way. :D

Bulldyke
"I think some mistakes are meant to be made, because we can't help but hope that they won't be mistakes."