I stand here,
feel the warmth spread out from your body,
taste the bitterness on my tongue.
You don't know I exist,
yet here you stand,
gaze into my eyes and smile.
Fingernails slice palms,
loosen my fist grip upon emotion.
Walk away from me,
let me watch you go,
feel that tug.
Oh how it scares me so!
This can't be me.
Sinner.
Aetheist Sinner.
Oh how it tempts me!
Would you care,
you gorgeous statue of goddess?
Would you stare with soft terror
if I whispered my desire in your ear?
See that rainbow across the sky,
you can't be me!
With one feminine attraction,
new worlds open.
Men mean nothing,
but shouldn't they?
Oh how it confuses me!
Sinner.
Aetheist Sinner!

....So this was a spur of the moment piece...it's pretty much just about the first girl that I ever fell in love with and my conflicting emotions about it. I was scared and thrilled that things made sense all of a sudden!