well i found somone who might go out with me, but he said he made a promise to himself to wait to go out with anyone again untill he is 16. three months from sunday! he is sooooo hot! i hope he will say he will go out with me, but there is always the chance he will say no,... but i choose to be hopeful. the only drawback is he is in the closet and bi, the closet i can understand, . . . it is the bi part that i am worried about...

Anyways, he lives in town and is AMAZINGLY HOT! i have had like a MAJOR crush on him all year long. Wish me luck guys, . . .

and now my downer: one of my exes in noth carolina sent me a myspace message, and someone i tried to talk to in calofornia sent me a message. i am so confuzzled now! all of them are hot! should i talk to D (the ex), J1 (cali), or P (the amazingly hot one)?
and i still have a crush on one of my friends who i am not sure is streight, S (he is a sophmore this year).

ages of all the guys i like: S=sophmore, D=one year older than me, J1=icr(senior i think, cali), J2=two years older than me(canada), P=freshman (nearly 16, one year younger than me), and then there are all the hot guys in my school, . . . god TOO MANY HOT GUYS AND NON OF THEM WILL HAVE ME!!!!!! why me????