Nearly having a heart attack whenever Bonnie Wright (a.k.a Ginny Weasley) because she was drop dead sexy.
And I'm kinda starting to realize (this isn't meant to offend anyone) but everyone is kind of nerds here. Lol we go on and on about Harry Potter which means I'm in good company cause I'm a gigantic nerd. Just pointing it out. Lol.
<3 FLAME ON! <3
at the liberary checking for books containing gay content for teens
holding hands with my crush in psch class
being on oasis
thinking about my crush
thinking how nice it would be to hold hands again
reading all the responses to this forum and thinking "i totally get you!"
felt manly...is that counted gay? idk!
seeing classmates/friends and thinking "damn she looks cute today!"
seeing a guy classmate in psch and wanting to kick his balls everytime he talks to my crush
wanting to kick anyone who talks to my crush
writing poetry about my crush (cz teens are always writing poetry about crushes/suicide/death/angst)
listening/singing to don't stop believing by journey
everytime i think about closet i think about the song "i'm coming out"
wanting to yell out that i'm a queer and proud (but too scared to)
thinking about coming out senarios
thinking about confessing to my crush
thinking about my cute friends
thinking about getting rainbow studded belt...
wanting rainbow suspenders and telling everyone that i want them
looking for rainbow suspenders at hot topic and didnt find any...asked the cashier if they had any....they didn't
got suspenders with rainbow stars on them...not as amazing as rainbow rainbow suspenders...
at hot topic w/ friend and we were in the aisle with the feature that day...gay stuff! she was going to get a sweat band what said gay on it...in suport for gay people...she chickend...and she got neon rainbow socks<3
at hot topic. saw rainbow bow clips and desperately wanting to get them...the colours weren't bright enough...
enjoyed being petted in the head by my crush...rather she was twirling my hair...and kinda pulling at it..not very hard though...
thinking "harder" when my crush was pulling my hair...
waiting for my crush outside her class every morning in hopes of seeing her before school...
waiting outside her class afterwards so we can walk together to psych
hugging all my friends wishing everytime it was my crush
when clinging to my friend wishing it were my crush
saying i despise guys...because they don't have to suffer mentrual shit
singing "you belong with me" with my crush...she was singing really loudly and it was funny cz she was a bit off key...*awkward turtle!*
daydreaming about being in a relationship with someone
When I went to STOMP last night and instantly latched my eyes onto this one chick, who actually ended up doing a really sultry dance near the end of the show. ;-)
Having a chat convo with my horny (but not necessarily bi) girl friend about hetero and lez sex positions...*clears throat*...
At the Met yesterday with my grandma, I wonder out loud where the "pyramid thing" (that I remember from Annie on My Mind) is, a guy in line behind me gives me directions and totally sets off my gaydar. A couple minutes later my grandma says, "That guy was trying to pick you up!" I laugh and say, "Nope, he was gay" and her eyes about pop out of her head. (She's not a homophobe she was just shocked that I was so matter-of-fact about it. Haha...)
Speaking of gaydar, why is it I can tell when a guy's gay but I can't tell for girls? I mean, what the hell does it matter to me if a *guy* is gay or not? I guess, it warns me not to hit on him, but otherwise...
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!
Watching Logo and instantly turning it off when my cousin came into the room. (She doesn't know I'm gay yet so...) Which is weird cause I was watching this documentary about gay Lutheran/Catholic/Christen kids that went to this camp in front of my parents and sister. But I guess I'm just nervous about my sexuality around people I haven't come out to yet...
<3 FLAME ON! <3
My uncle's channel surfing and I totally tune into this interview with some m2f gal. And I wince sympathetically even though I don't know personally what it's like, but I've read enough stories in books and on Oasis. Then when he changes the channel I go: "What channel was that?" and then Shuddup Emily! cuz I don't know how OK he is with LGBTQ stuff.
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!
Watching tv sparingly while on the computer and then seeing this one guy start to sing and immediately getting distracted and wlaking over just to watch him. Mm, maybe I need to look up that clip again.... >> << >>
"Assets, what are our assets?"
"Well I've got a banana, and in a pinch you could put up some shelves..."
Walking into a group and mentally taking a count of single attractive men in the crowd, watching were the world mine and being smitten with the idea of making all my friends gay in gay relationships, watching tv at 2 in the morning and skipping channels till i find a hot boy to stare at, looking up emmet from the twilight movie and finding a picture with his shirt off and sighing *sigh*, watching wizards of waverly place to see the dad and justin...........disney is gay?, driving around and slowing down to watch a boy on the side of the road, singing "if you were gay" while driving, listening to tegan and sara and jay brannan, dancing to rap and being able to drop it and grind better than al the girls i know.....i can move my hips, and being myself with my friends.
" O shit, shake that ass, and move it like a gypsy,
stop o take it back and let me see your hips swing." - Swing by Savage
"I liked you yesterday, but fell in love with you today"- Were the World Mine
When Christian (My school's resident RAGING HOMOPHOBE) threw a purple pencil eraser at me, I caught it and said I didn't mind, because it was one of my favorite colors.
Then he went "Purple pencil topper, purple is your favorite color, and you have a purple binder! It all adds up!"
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Two wrongs make a right...winger.
In keyboarding class, we had a fire drill.
I walked out the door next to this girl who is really cute.
We were talking about looking through all the people to find our class.
I made a comment about being short and she got on her tippy toes and propped her elbow on my shoulder.
*swoon!!!!!*
It made my day. XD
<3 FLAME ON! <3
I have not had a gay moment today, but yesterday I did. While at the video store I couldn't help myself so I rented "High Art" for oh, I don't know, the 20th time...what can I say, I like that movie!
I saw a really hot guy, not today, but in school a while back. like, winter haha. He definitely knows now, because i couldn't stop staring at him. By the end of the class, i was practically panting and buzzing with desire. ... yeah. of today, i really didn't have one yet. but, the day is young...
walking down to my locker, seeing one of my best friends at hers along the way but she was too far away for me to get her attention. i watched her walk down the hall away from me and my eyes fell to her butt moving as she walked. i was like "wow i thought people only walked like that in movies" and "wow she really does have a long skinny waist doesn't she?" and then "she really is sexy even if she doesn't think so." then i got to my locker and made myself stop ogling her. XD
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!
Sitting in communications class, trying not to stare that the girl who sits across the room from me who is.. ahem.. very well endowed.. and pretty.. then thinking "Oh my god, I am so gay right now..." XDD It was pretty hilarious, I almost started laughing, but then I made it into a cough and the girl next to me gave me a funny look.
so i know this is really old but it is relevant and i thought of it when i definitely had a gay moment today. so i was supposed to be working on this paper and i had a textbook on my lap. at the same time i was eating peanut m&ms and without thinking about it, i arranged the m&ms in a rainbow. so i guess this means that i am subconsciously gay as well?? lol
try not to regret anything...because at one point it was exactly what you wanted
my gay moment of the day? heh, i guess it would have to be registering for this site- then again- you could probably include bragging about a potential new boyfriend. O//O heh- anyways- hello :3
when my crush texted me and asked if i wanted to go on a, dare i say it, a 'date' w/ him? also, wearing hot briefs i bought overseas that i would never have had the balls to buy here in the states...yeah, i have an underwear fetish as adam a puts it...so what. lol.
Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman
Today Jayjay and I were babysitting my brother and two little cousins and we played hide and seek... So the little four-year-old yells, 'FLYBY! YOU NEED TO GO HIDE IN A CLOSET NOW! NO COMING OUT!'
'Errrrr... oh-kay...'
So then Jayjay found us and was like, 'Flyby, you need to come out of the closet now!'
I just sat down and started laughing hysterically until they finally calmed me down XD
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Nearly having a heart attack
Nearly having a heart attack whenever Bonnie Wright (a.k.a Ginny Weasley) because she was drop dead sexy.
And I'm kinda starting to realize (this isn't meant to offend anyone) but everyone is kind of nerds here. Lol we go on and on about Harry Potter which means I'm in good company cause I'm a gigantic nerd. Just pointing it out. Lol.
<3 FLAME ON! <3
Walking into church camp a
Walking into church camp a while ago, and instantly thinking
*DAMN! only ONE hot guy here...
DAMNDAMN.*
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"We are the Stewards. This is our world.''
-Sophismata, Alex in Wonderland
i've got some!
at the liberary checking for books containing gay content for teens
holding hands with my crush in psch class
being on oasis
thinking about my crush
thinking how nice it would be to hold hands again
reading all the responses to this forum and thinking "i totally get you!"
felt manly...is that counted gay? idk!
seeing classmates/friends and thinking "damn she looks cute today!"
seeing a guy classmate in psch and wanting to kick his balls everytime he talks to my crush
wanting to kick anyone who talks to my crush
writing poetry about my crush (cz teens are always writing poetry about crushes/suicide/death/angst)
listening/singing to don't stop believing by journey
everytime i think about closet i think about the song "i'm coming out"
wanting to yell out that i'm a queer and proud (but too scared to)
thinking about coming out senarios
thinking about confessing to my crush
thinking about my cute friends
thinking about getting rainbow studded belt...
wanting rainbow suspenders and telling everyone that i want them
looking for rainbow suspenders at hot topic and didnt find any...asked the cashier if they had any....they didn't
got suspenders with rainbow stars on them...not as amazing as rainbow rainbow suspenders...
at hot topic w/ friend and we were in the aisle with the feature that day...gay stuff! she was going to get a sweat band what said gay on it...in suport for gay people...she chickend...and she got neon rainbow socks<3
at hot topic. saw rainbow bow clips and desperately wanting to get them...the colours weren't bright enough...
enjoyed being petted in the head by my crush...rather she was twirling my hair...and kinda pulling at it..not very hard though...
thinking "harder" when my crush was pulling my hair...
waiting for my crush outside her class every morning in hopes of seeing her before school...
waiting outside her class afterwards so we can walk together to psych
hugging all my friends wishing everytime it was my crush
when clinging to my friend wishing it were my crush
saying i despise guys...because they don't have to suffer mentrual shit
singing "you belong with me" with my crush...she was singing really loudly and it was funny cz she was a bit off key...*awkward turtle!*
daydreaming about being in a relationship with someone
thats all i've got for now!
When I went to STOMP last
When I went to STOMP last night and instantly latched my eyes onto this one chick, who actually ended up doing a really sultry dance near the end of the show. ;-)
Having a chat convo with my horny (but not necessarily bi) girl friend about hetero and lez sex positions...*clears throat*...
At the Met yesterday with my grandma, I wonder out loud where the "pyramid thing" (that I remember from Annie on My Mind) is, a guy in line behind me gives me directions and totally sets off my gaydar. A couple minutes later my grandma says, "That guy was trying to pick you up!" I laugh and say, "Nope, he was gay" and her eyes about pop out of her head. (She's not a homophobe she was just shocked that I was so matter-of-fact about it. Haha...)
Speaking of gaydar, why is it I can tell when a guy's gay but I can't tell for girls? I mean, what the hell does it matter to me if a *guy* is gay or not? I guess, it warns me not to hit on him, but otherwise...
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!
Watching Logo and instantly
Watching Logo and instantly turning it off when my cousin came into the room. (She doesn't know I'm gay yet so...) Which is weird cause I was watching this documentary about gay Lutheran/Catholic/Christen kids that went to this camp in front of my parents and sister. But I guess I'm just nervous about my sexuality around people I haven't come out to yet...
<3 FLAME ON! <3
My uncle's channel surfing
My uncle's channel surfing and I totally tune into this interview with some m2f gal. And I wince sympathetically even though I don't know personally what it's like, but I've read enough stories in books and on Oasis. Then when he changes the channel I go: "What channel was that?" and then Shuddup Emily! cuz I don't know how OK he is with LGBTQ stuff.
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!
Getting butterflies in my
Getting butterflies in my stomach after watching Affinity on Logo. Such a good movie. Really sad though.
<3 FLAME ON! <3
having a gay movie
having a gay movie marathon.
this one called Shelter made me want to be a gay guy. so I watched it twice.
love
lol it is freaking fantastic......loves it
"I liked you yesterday, but fell in love with you today"- Were the World Mine
Discovering this one dude on
Discovering this one dude on another forum I'm on wants to troll Exodus (those "ex-gay" twerps) on the phone.
Beginning to post in bold purple on yet another forum I'm on.
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Two wrongs make a right...winger.
Day dreaming about doing
Day dreaming about doing naughty things with a girl i'm sort of seeing.
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent-Eleanor Roosevelt
Watching tv sparingly while
Watching tv sparingly while on the computer and then seeing this one guy start to sing and immediately getting distracted and wlaking over just to watch him. Mm, maybe I need to look up that clip again.... >> << >>
"Assets, what are our assets?"
"Well I've got a banana, and in a pinch you could put up some shelves..."
lol life is gay
Walking into a group and mentally taking a count of single attractive men in the crowd, watching were the world mine and being smitten with the idea of making all my friends gay in gay relationships, watching tv at 2 in the morning and skipping channels till i find a hot boy to stare at, looking up emmet from the twilight movie and finding a picture with his shirt off and sighing *sigh*, watching wizards of waverly place to see the dad and justin...........disney is gay?, driving around and slowing down to watch a boy on the side of the road, singing "if you were gay" while driving, listening to tegan and sara and jay brannan, dancing to rap and being able to drop it and grind better than al the girls i know.....i can move my hips, and being myself with my friends.
" O shit, shake that ass, and move it like a gypsy,
stop o take it back and let me see your hips swing." - Swing by Savage
"I liked you yesterday, but fell in love with you today"- Were the World Mine
Totally agree with you on
Totally agree with you on Justin from Wizards being hot.. but omfg.. so is Selena!!! Wow. I watch that show just to see her haha.
That is so my gay moment of the day today. =]
[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]
When Christian (My school's
When Christian (My school's resident RAGING HOMOPHOBE) threw a purple pencil eraser at me, I caught it and said I didn't mind, because it was one of my favorite colors.
Then he went "Purple pencil topper, purple is your favorite color, and you have a purple binder! It all adds up!"
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Two wrongs make a right...winger.
Well...
In keyboarding class, we had a fire drill.
I walked out the door next to this girl who is really cute.
We were talking about looking through all the people to find our class.
I made a comment about being short and she got on her tippy toes and propped her elbow on my shoulder.
*swoon!!!!!*
It made my day. XD
<3 FLAME ON! <3
I have not had a gay moment
I have not had a gay moment today, but yesterday I did. While at the video store I couldn't help myself so I rented "High Art" for oh, I don't know, the 20th time...what can I say, I like that movie!
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Gay moment
I saw a really hot guy, not today, but in school a while back. like, winter haha. He definitely knows now, because i couldn't stop staring at him. By the end of the class, i was practically panting and buzzing with desire. ... yeah. of today, i really didn't have one yet. but, the day is young...
Hmm. Like I said up there
Hmm. Like I said up there ^^ Watching Wizards of Waverly Place just to see Selena Gomez hah.
Yesterday:
Logging into Oasis for the first time in a long time.
Seeing the girl I am extremely attracted to yesterday for a minute, and telling her that she can stop by my room anytime and we'll hang out.
Bitching with J about her roommate who is a homophobe about how she has no right to say that "gays have no fucking rights."
And:
Signing up for GSA the first day I got here lol!
[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]
~Nerd Alert~
Reading 3 gaytastic books in one day. XD
<3 FLAME ON! <3
walking down to my locker,
walking down to my locker, seeing one of my best friends at hers along the way but she was too far away for me to get her attention. i watched her walk down the hall away from me and my eyes fell to her butt moving as she walked. i was like "wow i thought people only walked like that in movies" and "wow she really does have a long skinny waist doesn't she?" and then "she really is sexy even if she doesn't think so." then i got to my locker and made myself stop ogling her. XD
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Two wrongs don't make a right but three lefts do!
Sitting in communications
Sitting in communications class, trying not to stare that the girl who sits across the room from me who is.. ahem.. very well endowed.. and pretty.. then thinking "Oh my god, I am so gay right now..." XDD It was pretty hilarious, I almost started laughing, but then I made it into a cough and the girl next to me gave me a funny look.
Pretty great. =]
[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]
Err...
How do you know she has a huge tongue?!
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"People who are happy are slugs... They do not move the human race forward."
-- Camille Paglia, on Oasis
Jeff.... tsk tsk.XD[[Love
Jeff.... tsk tsk.
XD
I wasn't talking about THAT kind of endowment.... (forgot to add that. =p)
[[Love means you can never be apart... <3]]
so i know this is really old
so i know this is really old but it is relevant and i thought of it when i definitely had a gay moment today. so i was supposed to be working on this paper and i had a textbook on my lap. at the same time i was eating peanut m&ms and without thinking about it, i arranged the m&ms in a rainbow. so i guess this means that i am subconsciously gay as well?? lol
try not to regret anything...because at one point it was exactly what you wanted
my gay moment of the day?
my gay moment of the day? heh, i guess it would have to be registering for this site- then again- you could probably include bragging about a potential new boyfriend. O//O heh- anyways- hello :3
Signing up for this site,
Signing up for this site, coming out to my best friend, checking out random girls and guys on the bus.
~GeekGirl
I watched as my crush walked
I watched as my crush walked out of my life...and I felt nothing.
* Life spelled backwards is evil...now it all makes sense*
gettin' a hard on...
when my crush texted me and asked if i wanted to go on a, dare i say it, a 'date' w/ him? also, wearing hot briefs i bought overseas that i would never have had the balls to buy here in the states...yeah, i have an underwear fetish as adam a puts it...so what. lol.
Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman
Watching
"American Idol," which I've never watched, just so that I can stare at JLO all night. She is SO gorgeous!!
Dreaming
When i go to sleep at night and dreamed about Sharon Stone kissing me..............Totally gay............... haha
finishing my rainbow
finishing my rainbow friendship bracelet! FTW!
try not to regret anything...because at one point it was exactly what you wanted
Dreaming about Arizona from
Dreaming about Arizona from greys anatomy...
wow.
Haha, I have something to add.
Today Jayjay and I were babysitting my brother and two little cousins and we played hide and seek... So the little four-year-old yells, 'FLYBY! YOU NEED TO GO HIDE IN A CLOSET NOW! NO COMING OUT!'
'Errrrr... oh-kay...'
So then Jayjay found us and was like, 'Flyby, you need to come out of the closet now!'
I just sat down and started laughing hysterically until they finally calmed me down XD