I've been on holidays nearly two months now you know. It would be nice to be able to say that I have gone out and achieved something, or been somewhere or done anything special worth writing about. But no. As it stands I've done a lot of things; work, sit around at home, hang out with friends, go to a few parties, see a few movies, read some decent books. But no, none of these things could ever be counted as an achievement or special or anything other than regular everyday stuff.

I'm so boring. I guess I just feel ready for something new and interesting to happen. Which is crap I suppose to just expect something to happen without putting in any effort myself, but oh well. I guess in about 4 weeks school goes back, so that's something, but unless I do something different between now and then I'll most likely be stuck in my current state of feeling alright but vaguely useless and aimless until then.

I must say it is an improvement on how I've felt other times, but still the thought doesn't exactly appeal to me. I think I know what people mean when they say they're stuck in a rut. I don't feel like complete shit, just a bit flat. I know something needs to change, I just wish I knew what.