i'm new to this site.
well...i have so many things to say and so , so many questions.
first, lemme say, im a lesbian, came out to my parents a few years ago. it was the hardest thing ive ever had to do. anyways, i live in a safe enviroment but things are horrible with my parents and we fight and yell at each other all the time. does anyone know of any good ways to mentally keep strong?
when i came out to them, they made me feel bad for being gay. as if its something i shouldnt be.
anyway...theres something else, ...for a while, ive had these realy weird urges , and as all my friends are strait, nobody gets them...these urges are for me to be a boy. but i dont want to completely be a boy. just some parts of me. so, i want to maybe change my name to a guy's name (right now its sofia) . anyone have any sugestions?
please right back! i want to know that other people are out there and im not spillin my guts to a computer for no reason.