Last night I watched a 136-minute romantic drama squished between two girls on a couch… one of whom was Marie. During the sad parts, she’d pat my head or my shoulder to comfort me, and once she offered me her shoulder, so I laid my head there and cuddled for a while. It was wonderful. I have been in a horrible mood ever since.
Why can’t I get over her??? I have a boyfriend I love, who loves me. Why isn’t that enough? I feel confused, angry, sad, and guilty. And I just don’t get it.