I had a good today I've decided. Surprisingly (for a good day) I worked pretty much the whole day, 1030 until 7. Somehow 8 and a half hours standing at a checkout ended up a good day.

I really like the people at work (the staff that is). After like 4 months I pretty much know everyone, at least a bit and even one of my supervisors, who I used to think was an evil bitch, I actually like now. The only thing that's a bit weird is not having every single person know I'm gay, which I suppose I'm used to at school. I don't know if I like it or not, just different I guess. Nice getting to know a whole new bunch of people though

Customers are different, they're a bit more hit and miss than the staff. Some I love, especially some of the kids. God some of them are sooooo cute!!! You get a range of people I guess; from the truly neurotic to dull to awesome.

Today I had this guy come through with his mum. I'd say he was maybe 13-14. And the WHOLE TIME he was kinda giving me this really longing flirty stare with his amazingly piercing icy blue eyes. And I must admit I did look back a bit. . Was a bit awkward though; I mean there's me putting his mum's credit card through and he's standing behind with this longing gaze. I must admit I was a bit flattered =P.

Also today I sat outside and had my lunch with the guy I had a crush on at work and we just sort of chatted and ate. I still don't know if he's straight or what. Before today I assumed he was probably about 17. He's actually 20. I really don't know how I feel about him now, not because of the age thing, just because. Maybe I'm over him, or maybe I'm not or maybe I'm just messed up. Who knows. I think I have a lot of trouble with guys who are either gay or think they are with knowing the difference between liking someone as a friend or something more.

I still don't know what all this means.