bad things come in twos.

So I had this record that I was trying to keep about not crying. It sounds dumb, but really when I felt shitty I cried a lot (a lot for me) and I think it just made me feel a lot worse. I guess I broke it today. I wasn't choking or anything, but a couple of tears escaped, and I hate cheating so I guess I have to start over. I always feel shitty right after school. From the bus to home always makes me depressed. I was going to take a nap and sleep it off, but I'm not tired enough. I was sitting in the dark watching tv and I thought how ridiculous I am. It's been a while since I've sat down and wallowed. But I'm not going to be doing it anytime soon either. I won't catch myself doing it. It's ridiculous. I'm much better than that.

In better news, today was the first day back to school. It was great because we had a 2 hour delay. I was so happy to see my friends again! I was pretty hyper throughout the entire day. I had a rockstar in the morning =] It was very tasty. The test in biology was super easy. Math was a review over crap I already know. And the only thing that sucks is that next english class I have to give a presentation and I absolutely hate hate hate presenting. It's really easy, I'm sure it's not that big of a deal, but I still don't like it. I guess I'll just have to get it over with though :X
Other than that I'm glad I don't have any homework tonight. I'm just going to chill because I'm alread starting to feel better. Everything is always temporary.