Ok, so i'm fucking tired of being and feeling lonely, and i know that i have to just let this stuff happen (metting a guy), but it isn't happening.
And i go out, and smile and flirt a little.
So, that's it, i'm starting to meet people via on-line. I don't know why i feel so uncomfortable with that, i guess i think of it as a failure or lack of something.
And this is some kind of excuse for me or for my head or for anyone who questions it.
Leaving to upload photos into my profile.