I am very glad that I wrote my last journal entry, to find out if I was too old to be hanging out here. Thanks guys for your responses. I feel welcome and reassured that it is ok to still be on here.

I have been having a slightly crappy few days and feel the need to post. So I warn you now this may be slightly whingy. I have had a really bad flu since the weekend, and I have exams next week that I need to be studying for. But college work seems to be a no go for me this year. I have been all over the place and it seems that all my work is just falling apart. I seem to spend so much time trying to do work and getting nowhere. I think it is my own fault. I should just set a limited amount of time that I want to spend working on stuff and then leave it at that but I don't. I seem to just let myself get stuck in a rut. I am aware of this yet I keep following the same cycle. Why?

I also have a crush. A big crush, and for once it is on another lesbian. So yay for that. But I barely know her. We know each other from my lgbt society. She runs it,she is very out, she is very confident, she gets a lot of girls. I have no idea how to get her attention. I don't even know how to approach this. I want her to want me too. I wanted to get ahead with my college work so as I could have more free time when I am back in college to go on noghts out and spend more time with my lgbt.So far this is not working out for me. I need to get myself together,and get some focus on life.

Also I have added the link to my facebook on my profile here, should any of you guys want to add me. Just don't mention on my facebook that I'm a raging homo.
Also for some reason everytime i say facebook I think facefuck since I seen it on a badge once.
Love you guys =]