So, the other day I asked dad if I could go to a gay youth group in the area (Thnx to Jeff) and he said, "okay". So, I ask him about it the next day and he says, I haven't had a chance to. So, I shrug and ask him again TODAY and he stilll hasn't. Now, normally that would just mean I have a forgetful dad. But coupling it up with other things (He keeps talking about me getting a girlfriend) I think that he's trying to pretend I'm not gay. I can't help but resent that a little. I mean, It's who I am! I didn't choose to be this way, bbut I'm still proud of my differences. Thing is, I remember my dad giving me the gay talk when I was ten. You know, the whole, "You know that gays are people too, right?" Well, during that talk he said "It's their decision" HE THINKS I CHOSE TO BE GAY!!! That really hurts me, to think my own dad is ashamed of me.
Written lovingly for you, yes, ONLY you,