So I wrote out this whole long thing, and some how my computer lost all of it. All of it!! So I'm to tired to re-write it all. I'll probably get back to it some other time. It was mainly about C, and A, and E, and H, okay, so all us girls who like girls at my school. And how intertwined we all are in each others love lives. I swear, through the people who have dated/ liked each other, I am connected to all the other girls in my group.

Really the thing I have to decide is whether I should tell A about my almost kiss with C. On the one hand, I really want to tell her, she'd get how I was feeling about C. On the other hand, she may like me, and I'm not sure if I like her or not. She might also like C, which would be weird. A is dating some guy right now. I don't think she should be dating right now anyway. I mean shes fucking questioning. Its ounds mean, but I don't thimk questioning people should date while they're questioning. I mean, if you don't know what type of people you like. Thats part of how I know I don't want to date A, at least not until shes figured that out. I don't think I could deal if I started to really like her, and she figured out she was straight.

Well, I'm going to not write anymore. I'm tired, and I haven't done my homework for math. Shit. I'm tired. Maybe I'll see if I can skip first period. I'll beg and plead, and try to convince my mom. I really hope it will work, because I need the rest. God i hope I can talmk my mom into it.