My Christmas day did suck a lot. I didn't really want to post a miserable Christmas journal, but I have been venting to my friend all day and I still don't feel better. He now had to leave so I guess I will continue the vent here.
The problem was that my sister came over with her boyfriend. This said boyfriend is the one from previous entries who was basically freaking me out with weird and obsessive behaviour towards me. I was planning on just being polite with a hello to him and making plesantries to get through the day. I stayed upstairs for the morning. I went downstairs when I was called for dinner. I was going to say hi to him, but he didn't even look at me. He completely ignored me. It was awkward and uncomfortable. My parents are aware of the situation. My dad doesn't mention it to me, but my mam asked me to try make it through the day for her sake. I sat through dinner, but after that I just couldn't take it so I went up to my room, where I ended up having to stay for the following 8 hours by myself. Since my sister and boyfriend decided to stay all day. My mam came up a couple of times to see if I needed food, but was quite happy for me to just stay away. It kind of hurt a lot, considering I was never the one in the wrong in the first place.
I kind of hate everyone right now.The end.
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Take a deep breath...and
Take a deep breath...and hold. Then push it out till you have absolutely nothing left. Repeat 5-10 times. Then think about your situation and how you're feeling again. Hope that helps. Merry Christmas!
"But don't be afraid to be a fool. Remember, you cannot be both young and wise. Young people who pretend to be wise to the ways of the world are mostly just cynics. Cynicism masquerades as wisdom, but it is the farthest thing from it."
-Stephen Colbert
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Aww....You should not of been forced to spend your Christmas alone in your room. That sucks. I hope that the situation, with your sister's boyfriend, get's better soon....You shouldn't be forced to spend another Holiday(or any other day) in your room alone. *hugs*
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I wonder why nobody's waiting on you
I'd like to be the one to pull you through your darkest times
I'd love to be the light that finds you
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*is outraged on your
*is outraged on your behalf*
That's horrible! *hugs*
"When the people begin to reason, all is lost" - Voltaire