Ah, how I miss Oasis. :)

I'm going to see Twilight this evening and flying out to Texas for Thanksgiving break tomorrow. And today I get to be myself, no restrictions, with a bunch of my friends because E, the girl I'm still crazy about, went home already. I won't have to watch what I do and how I talk to her every second, which will be AMAZING!! Every other time I do anything, I have to be on guard so that I don't do anything I shouldn't...like kiss her or something. :P I really wanted to so many times this week, and I keep having to get one of my friends in between us. It gets old pretty fast, and then every night I go back to my room with my mind all screwed up. I'm really happy to get away from it all....and if this is still going on when I get back from break I'll have to tell her or I'll go completely crazy. I'm already having trouble focusing cause I'm so worried, and I'll sometimes completely zone out, especially around her.

I'm not too psyched about tomorrow, though. Too much time in the airport followed by extreme emotional time with my mom, followed by a total absence of friends for 10 days and nothing but relatives by blood or marriage. All I want is a haircut, a shopping spree, hours in the bookstore, and hours with a piano, and unfortunately I'll likely get all except the last one, which is the one I want most.

Whoo. Focus on the positive, focus on the positive. TWILIGHT!! Friends! No awkwardness!! Yay!!

:P