Where oh where has my motivation for getting anything done gone? I started off this college year doing well academically....and techniqully I still am doing well.But I feel like if I don't start doing some work again soon that will not last.
I have a meeting with my project supervisor tomorrow, and I have not at all progressed with the project since our last meeting. My main problem is that I don't understand exactly what I am meant to be doing....and to be honest he didn't seem too clear himself when I asked him.
I also seem to be having so much trouble sleeping this week.It is as if I am sort of asleep, but all the stuff I think about during the day is still running through my mind, I can't seem to turn off.I have been thinking a lot about how things are between my sister and I, we haven't spoken in over a month now. I feel conflicted about what to do about the situation. I feel so sad that things are like this, but I am also too scared to let her back into my life.
I feel as though I should talk to her before Christmas and clear the air a little. But I also know there will be a part of me that will still feel so cold towards her after everything that has happened. I think maybe that will hurt her more than if I am just not talking to her at all.I don't want there to be anymore hurt.
Maybe I'll switch some music on and turn the world off.
P.S I met Chris Walla last week.Nobody seems to know who he is.