So I've been dropping hints here and there to all my guy friends that I'm bisexual. I'm pretty sure they're getting the message, and if not then they are totally oblivious to everything.
So there's a crush I have on one boy, and I've mentioned him before. In the bunch of guys I hangout with, there's one new dude this year that is one guy's childhood friend. He's so cute and so nice, and he has the most beautiful hair! :D Hehe. Anyway, me and him are friends. I wouldn't say really close or anything, but we get along. Like, we'll be in a group with all the guys talking, and sometimes we'll start joking around and he'll nudge me or something or pat me on the head. And one day I was talking to him and I wanted to pet his beautiful hair, and he let me :D
Problem is, he likes another girl. So I think all this he's doing with me is just total friendship. But, sad as it is, I'm really hopeful that he may like me. Just maybe. And me and all the other guys don't think he has a chance with the girl he likes. They have no common interests and have totally different ideals in a relationship (she's totally christian and doesn't believe in premarital sex. He on the other hand...).
I dunno if I should try to flirt with him. I'm not sure how weird this would be. And I'm not really sure how to flirt. Like, I dunno.
Aaaah, things are so difficult. He's such a sweet guy and he's so cute. And I talked to his friend and he said he's basically go for any girl he could get (not directly for sex, more for the relationship with sex afterwards....)