It's like, I rarely have had a better time with friends, and being myself without being part of a couple. I love the fact I have a name now - my own - Instead of being someones girlfriend. Or the other way around naturally.
But since the chrisis has shown up, it feels like I'm drowning. Can't get a job, people won't hire till theres more work and money. Can't stay in the school I'm in, going to have to leave in January.
And a couple of days ago I went to hang out with a few friends, and find out my ex has been spreading rumors about me... Of course I hate that, and the worst part is: Some of the stuff she's lied about is like... Totally random! Not even worth lying about! She's said that I persued her, (When it was really the other way around...)
But I don't care about that stuff, I don't think it's impotant. I dated her, so I liked her, everybody knew, so it didn't really mean a whole lot...?
She's told her sisters (I still talk to them) that my mom really liked her, when I know, and she knows that wasn't really the case. Again, why lie about that? That's just crap.
But finally she found out to say something that gets to me. A few days ago a friend of mine (and formerly hers) told me she walks around saying I 'begged' for sex. WHAT?! Why lie about that?!
Also, she tried having phonesex with one of our friends... While we ere together! -And she has the nerve to teling lies about me?! I've tried to be nice about it, not being to mean about her to people who knew her, not telling embarrasing stuff about her - true or false - and this is what I get?!
I mean, I get she was hurt that I broke up with her, but I don't want that kind of rumor going on about me. Luckily all I know dosn't believe it. I just don't get her... ARGH!
Oh well... At least I love my friends... xD