I am confused.

I read through all my journals and I’m like, fuck.

What is wrong with me.

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I’ll be voting tomorrow. I stubbornly support democracy even though I think I might be a communist at heart. Or an Ecotopian, probably. I’ll probably spend most of the day at the Obama office near campus, volunteering and doing who knows what. Hopefully celebrating afterwards. Getting my free coffee from Starbucks, even though I usually won’t go near the place.

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I realized today that all the clothes I bought for this winter are in colors Marie tends to wear. When I like someone, I mimic them. I’ve also started eating sushi a lot since I met her. I hope I’ll appreciate these changes in the long run.

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I should be writing my ecology lab report right now.