well i met a girl the other day and shes gay (les or bi i dk), i kinda like her and so i thought id ask her out next week. But i just got news that im going back to Tahquitz next month (yay for me right? not really) and ive gotten used to it here, but i still have friends at ths so i wont be a loner. but this creates a whole new problem...i want to ask her out but i cant because then ill get attatched and ill be miserable next month, but on the other hand if i do then itll probably be good for me you know provide me with more relationship experience. god i dont even know what in the hell i should do! CRAP!!!!
ooooh look
"Und sterb' ich doch, so sterb' ich denn
Durch sie - durch sie!" - Schiller
thats german :D
"And if i die, at least i die for thee - for thee!"

lol
in 2nd per. (im gonna call her M) M didnt have a book, so i let her use mine, the teacher put both of us in a pair, i tried to talk to her buuuuut
i made myself look like a dork, in other words it felt like i couldnt talk to her.... i thought i was gonna studder, (i havent studdered for about five months b/c i only studder when im nervous, i was nervous around M! i met this girl once and she said she thought it was cute that i trip over myself when im nevous, but i HATE it!
i really do cause then i cant say what im thinking which is usually really sweet, or so ive heard... i hate tripping over myself :(
is that really cute????
omg i remember last year i had to run an errand for a tchr and there was this girl, id been crushing for a while, and i had to tell the guy in the office something and i tripped ovr myself so many times it was riddiculous, and she just smiled at me! i had to look away just so the guy could understand what i was saying! that was the most embarrassing thing EVER!
im getting tired of that happening, so is that cute????
if it is i guess ill just have to get used to it...