Last night i woke the baby up to feed him at 10:30 like i was instructed to do. He did not go back to sleep until midnight.
then he woke every hour on the hour and demanded food. to which i was yelled at for supposivly "neglecting" him.
They took him for a walk at 6am. I went back to bed, and locked the door.
i didn't get up till 9am. Again criticized. This time it was for "being lazy and sleeping all day" Oh well i suppose.

I feel a little better today. As in im no longer having to run to the bathroom to throw the contents of my stomache up. I was worried about this triguring my past eating disorder, but luckily it doesnt appear to be the case.

at 10am, Geoff decided he would have a go at me because he throw the babys clothes all around the place... apparently its my job to pick them up imediatly. i then got in trouble for there being no coffee in the house.
Hello.. i don't even drink coffee!

oh well.
Geoff at 11am thought it would be fun to tell me that he has three new girls he wants on the job and that i have to hurry up and pay for my tiket home. Wasnt it agreed in the first place he was going to pay for my tiket?
Grrr!

As aposed to the "i need a hug from sophi" thing. Well, i didnt get a hug, but i guess she saw what i wrote and called me up. she hates phone calls. but latly, she'll stick on the phone for 30 minutes min. I'm glad for this. My besty is my right hand girl.