Huuuu. shtop inggorin mi, huh?

argh. *ten minutes of screaming at a brick wall at the top of my lungs.*

Now, where was I?

Look at me look at me look at me look at me look. at. mE!

Oh, hang on, that's not the problem...it's the fact that I am evidently aware she exists, she sees me she knows I see her, and chooses to ignore me much like one would ignore a ball of fluff floating in the air. Actually, I think more attention would be given to the fluff. ("ooh, it's a fluff ball! Let's flick it!")

Uhm okay. So I am formally requesting help in the form of an interpretation of the situation, advices, words of nice...

I talked to her last Thursday (which was the last day of the school week as Friday was a day off) and everything was just hunky dory, see you Monday, later, everything was cool. And now today, the first time I saw her, she looked up at me and looked right down again. I just walked right past her, I had a class I was going to be late for...but later, I ran into her again, on the second floor, and had the following exchange:

(me first.) "Hey. What're you doing up here?"

"Going down." (note, she doesn't slow down or stop and makes about half a second of eye contact)

"But weren't you already- *door slams* down...stairs?"
leaving me gaping at the stairwell door with people staring at me because I was being kinda loud.

About a week ago as well, I gave her...something that you'd use to listen to music that's not the actually iPod/mp3 player itself(I'm kinda paranoid that I may be found out, sorry- I mean h..dph.n.s). She's switched those now, it seems minor, but I don't want to overlook it.

Why's she ignoring me? What did I do? And those were the first things I randomly blahed out to people who then proceeded to change the subject.

One possibility I considered is that the friend I let onto my Facebook account decided to send random messages to people and she is now disgusted by whatever the heck... I asked someone about it. Their answer, she's just being moody, being a girl (I love you! one moment, I hate you! the next) or the other possibility, she likes me. No. But she's straight.

Augh. I don't care. If she likes me, great, I'm kind of into her and we have a potential girlfriend...if not whatever. I just want you to stop ignoring me! Worst case scenario, she hates my guts for whatever reason and has sworn to pretend I do not exist.

Yippee yay. banished.