
I haven't been on here in a while, I guess I have just been really busy. I'm back at school, it'll be over a month now. My classes are going pretty well I love my screenwriting class. I think that's really what I want to do. But on the other hand, screen writers don't have much control over their story after its written so I'm not sure if I would be entirely happy just being a screen writer perhaps a producer as well? However career decisions are way off and the way the economy is going who knows what I'll be doing when I graduate.
In terms of girls --- ahhh, nothing new but I think I have come to terms with myself - in the sense that I'm still not entirely comfortable with my sexual identity. On some level I really hate being a lesbian, i hate the stupid stereotypes that go along with it and I hate the fact that I will never have anormal relationship. It just massively sucks (that's my rant for the day). I thought I had come to terms with all of this, but I don't think I have that and until I do I really can't be with anyone.
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and it just sucks how you cant kiss in public or hold hand without facing discrimination from society?
mmmmm. its STRAIGHT.
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and it just sucks how you cant kiss in public or hold hand without facing discrimination from society?
mmmmm. its STRAIGHT.
True.
I'm jealous of stereotypical lesbians... they have it easier. It's true, as soon as you come out as a lesbian people adopt a whole new set of assumptions about you, probably less than half of which are true. So then you have a whole new set of problems to deal with. Grrrr.
Sometimes being anything besides straight sucks. But then again sometimes it's worth it, too.
idk i kind of get annoyed by
idk i kind of get annoyed by stereotypical lesbians -- i mean on one hand i would hate it if EVERYONE know or at least assumed that I was gay just by looking at me but on the other hand its a whole lot easier meeting people.
And in terms of "normal relationships" it just annoys me that straight people see gay people as these exotic creatures to gawk at I feel like no matter what I do i will always be a cliche and I hate that.