Hey all

Haven't been on in a while....

A bit of stalking Ruby's journal, but doesn't everyone? :-)

Life's alright. School's insane. And I think I have a girlfriend. Well, I know I did two weeks a ago, but I haven't seen her since then. We've been friends for three years or so, and somehow it just kind of fell apart over this past summer. We went on a houseboat trip with a couple other people, and ended up "together." I thought. We went out once after that, and it was nice... her dressing me in weird clothing (including a dress. AWKWARD), and kissing and holding hands. But it just doesn't seem to be working out. Which sucks, because I really like her and I think (or thought) she really liked me.

I'm trying to hold things together, but she doesn't call me or ask me out or anything and I'm just losing motivation. I'm sick of this, and my grades and health (both physical and mental) are reflecting this. I want to be with her, but if it just causes stress and anxiety, it's not worth it.