It's amazing how much blood a little cut can produce. It's everywhere. It's on my keyboard. It's on my mouse. My desk my hands my arms and my pants. It's everywhere almost. I really like okkervil river.
"its just a house burning, but it's not haunted..."
That's what song I'm listening to: Our life is not a movie or maybe
it's a really good song
anyway im glad everyone is in bed so they dont come in here and see what a mess ive created. sometimes i get scared they would worry about me
sometimes people just have those moments of complete utter insanity.
i really need to sleep so i dont feel more shitty tomorrow but i guess ill probably never sleep now.
im always cold. its really annoying. i hate goosebumps and shivers, i dont want more calories in me but i guess thats probably why im always cold
it sucks.
tomorrow is wednesday and i hope everyone has a better day than i have.