hola! (im embracing my hispanic origin lol) i cant speak that much spanish, but i can understand it.

soooooooo i am really gonna make her want me, even if it makes me look like a slut lol. i saw her after 4th, she has 2nd lunch and i have first which is why im on so early, and gave her a flirtacious smile which i did not know i could even do. im finding alot of talents that i thought id lost over the summer, for example that smile and the tone of voice i use when im flirting which sounds really laid back and relaxed.

have you guys ever heard the song " the good left undone" by Rise Against? thats kinda how i feel about this whole " should i date or not" which was caused by D, or rather my liking of D. Another song is " i miss you" - blink 182, god im soo effing dramatic.

lately ive been obsessing about my new "emo" hair, like if my hair was not perfect by the time we had to leave for school i would probably be really late b/c i just have to fix it. i

this morning i felt really confident for no apparent reason, like i felt i looked more adorable than ever and i should use my little talent, the one where it feels like i can have any girl i want and succeed or at least get into her pants lol, and it isnt really a talent at all just a feeling :). so i guess i was feeling really cocky this morning , amd thats not me at all im more of a shy,quiet, low self esteem, clumsy dork. :D and i guess thats what makes me so adorable (- the low self esteem part)

im gonna go read and comment other ppls journals now, bye :D