Today I watched Across the Universe for the nth time, and this cute Italian film called Manuale D'amore.
Now I'm home, and it's late and I've class very early tomorrow, but I can't go to bed. I feel like I could change the world with this impulse, but I also feel melancholic because my life is not like any of the character's lives. I know, it's rather silly, but I do connect with the film's characters, bite me.
I feel like that all I need is love, and that once I find it, everything will fall into place. But, then, I also want to be able to change something, try to make this world a better place, and never again sink into the horrible cynicism that encompasses our lives. It's quite a dilemma.
I also think Jim Sturgess is absolutely hot, but that is besides the main point. The thing is, I want to change the world! And I know it's silly, so go ahead, blame it on my youth! But I wish to stay young forever, if youth means to be idealistic! it's something I can't let go, nor want to let go. Being idealistic is perhaps the only way to achieve real change, even if it's just a tiny change. isn't it?