This is all so new to me. I keep saying I'm Bi in a way of self defense because in my head it makes it ok to be half gay. But I think its time to stop with the pretenses and accept the truth of what I am and that is a full on lesbian. I find men attractive from time to time because I've been brought up with that mind set for 18 years but they don't come close to the way a girl feels in your arms and the softness and suppleness of their lips. It took me this long to come in terms with who I am and what I like but I'm glad I can openly say I like girls and wouldn't have them any other way.
It's funny because, I've had illicit relationships with girls before, nothing special just adventures to pass the time. But now I see myself falling for a girl that has fallen for someone else and I don't know how to handle it. I want to be selfish and take her away from her girlfriend but that wouldn't be fair to Baby, (I call her Baby :]) I don't want to hurt her if her girlfriend is what she wants.
I guess if this doesn't work with her there are many other girls out there, but for now I only want her.