I have this ridiculously irrational fear of getting pregnant.

I'm absolutely terrified! I was just thinking about it in class, and the thought of being pregnant scares me, especially at this age, but I like babies a lot. So this one night I had a dream. I got pregnant 'cause this naked woman inseminated me and I woke up completely spooked. And I remember stuff about a circus and somebody trying to shave my face, even though I don't recall having any sort of facial hair except eyebrows.

I find it sort of stupid. I mean, unless I was raped by a guy (and that wouldn't happen because...well, it won't because it won't, and that's very final) it couldn't possibly happen if I just slept with whoever I slept with (which has still kind of not happened with anyone and me yet).

I had this dream not too long ago where I was on the same bed as this random male stranger, and I ended up with his dick halfway into my mouth before I woke up all shivery-like and checked my bedroom for people that shouldn't be there.

Aahhhggh! I'm a girl and I like girls and I'm lesbian!

I needed to get that out. I know random dreams for no apparent reason will happen, but some of them are just a tad discomforting.