But that's ok, no one is under any obligation to read this :)

So my life is down the shitter at the moment. It's not the fault of some boy, or my parents, but just myself. I make things so hard for myself and I don't know why. I guess I really am a sadist. I'm NEVER happy.

I feel like topping myself... right about now. But that's the coward's way out, isn't it?