why is it that meth is my only call for sanity
i ask you to marry me and all you are is mad at me
needle in my arm i watch the blood move
why is it that this drug is the only thing to sooth-
the pain that i get from being around you
i sit back on my bed and turn my world blue
i wake up hours later sweaty as hell
i roll over and the voice in my head starts to yell
im addicted again, and you think its on you
when really im at fault for the things i do
shit this is worse cuz i dont wanna do this
i wanna see you smile and unclench these fists

this is faulty but its an okay rap.
it's kinda how im feeling.
my past couple of days have been shit.
my fault though.
...i miss her.