I had the best time with my boyfriend yesterday. I went over his house, and we went to these woods nearby, and we found this shack/clubhouse that had swastikas and had "white power" written on it. so my boyfriend took a roll of duck tape that was there in the shack and did all sorts of stuff with it. so as we're walking back to his house, he says, "wow, that nazi clubhouse just got ransacked by gay kids." and I'm like, "how ironic." :D
so then we went back to his house and watched tv and cuddled. <3
I've been giving the moving out thing a lot of thought lately. I really wanna do it. so I decided I want to try and have enough money to move out by May/June- in time for graduation. I feel like I really need to do this, b/c my mom is slowly driving me up the wall. I mean, she was driving up the wall before, but now moreso. she won't admit it, but I'm pretty sure she's freaked out about me having a b/f. she's also trying to get me to pray more, in an attempt to save me from my sin. she accepts me, but in a very limitied, almost twisted way. what I get from her is basically "go ahead and wallow in your sin, I'm not the one going to hell!" (I mighta said that in a previous entry, who cares.) whatever.
Having my own place will be sweeeet. I'll finally have my own space put what I want on the walls, I'll be able to practice my religion openly, I'll be able to actually cook (my mom doesn't allow me to cook. says it's a woman's job)!!!! Mind you, I'm not terribly excited about having to pay rent and other things, but I think I'm ready for it.
Well no, I don't have a job.
Buuuuuuuuuut I'm working on that. =)