this is so strange.

i'm in the process of coming out to my ex-boyfriend. (process meaning i just told him, but he doesn't understand. that's tomorrow)

the problem is that i don't understand. i don't understand how to explain something to him that i don't understand myself. yes, i now i don't HAVE to explain anything to him. but i want to. it will bring both of us piece of mind.

at the same time, i haven't gottent o talk to her about everything that happened.

this is just so confusing.