I wish she would just disappear. Cease to exist. Painlessly and just gone. It's become apparent, she wants to destroy my life.

I wrote a journal on DA a while back basically freaking out about the courts decision to have my sister live down there with her instead of up here where she wants to be.

My mom found it and is trying to use it against ME.

I hate her.

And I don't want to hear "oh well she must be having a hard time too. Yaddah yadddah yaddah." There's no fucking excuse for the things she's done or the way she's acted. NONE.

I want her GONE.