Went today. Fucking awesome. Saw one of my favorite teachers. My ex went with...that was really awkward.....she stayed th night last nght....that was......not the best....it was awkward. I couldn't have her touch me. I didn't want her to. We slept in my bed. But she slept against the wall and I slept as close to the edge of the bed as I could get without falling off.

There was a moment when I woke up on my side facing her, and I didn't know what was going on. I'd thought we were together....then it all came back...and I rolled over quickly and cuddled my teddy bear and baby blanket.....

Aids walk was awesome......I loved to watch the people. I got a really big headache from it thought. So my head still hurts. But I'm gonna go again.