
not in the sheets. get your mind out of the gutter, silly. i'm feeling anti-capitalization tonight. i'm getting that itch...not the uncomfortable itch they talk about on tv when they try to sell you monastat...more like...an urge...not the urge to pee like the other tv comercial...I FIND MYSELF WANTING TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL. I have always hated school...more my peers than the actual learning process...and even knowing that half of my graduating class will be attending the community college i'm going to, i still want to go. I like the classes i'm taking and i'm excited. for years my mother promised me that once i got to college i wouldn't have to deal with the idiots that i always thought other people my own age were. well, i certainly hope so.
she is worried about how we will survive once we're both back at school and with work in the middle too. i don't know how to convince her that we will be fine as long as she can have a little faith. i love her. i will always love her and i know that it will be alright as long as we both make the effort. have you ever heard about how one person in a relationship always loves the other more. it's never equal? well, before it was always that she loved me more. somehow, through everything that we have been through, i have come out loving her more. i don't think she will ever understand that.
i am rereading the twilight series. it's just something i go through every summer after the new book comes out. i can't help it. i'm excited for the movie...
i need to buy a laptop. bleh.