Does anybody else just wonder if they will ever find someone? Why haven't I met somebody that feels the same about me as I do them? I don't get it... I really don't think I'm that bad of a catch! I mean I'm compassionate about things that I love, I care about my friends and my family, I'm very open-minded and I take people for who they are. I am a conversationalist once you get me going, I can relate to a lot of people and I smile like I mean it. I care about the Earth, I recycle! I brake for animals. I help anyone in any way that I can, I'm loyal to my friends and I respect other people. I care about others' feelings, and don't like to hurt people. I just wish that I wouldn't have to sit around and wonder if some day I will have someone that really loves me. I don't like being alone while most of my other friends have boyfriends, fuck being the third wheel!! I also don't like when they try to set me up with people, it's hard to explain just why it will never work out with the guy they have in mind. Only like two of my friends know that I'm not straight, granted I only told one because I am in serious like with her and needed to get it out. I really thought the feelings were mutual, I mean I can't believe I fell that hard for that long when there was no hope at all... I usually don't do that. I wake up every morning thinking, "Maybe today is the day I find her. Maybe.." Sometimes I wish I weren't so damn optimistic! I don't think that living in fucking South Dakota helps matters either. As great as it is here, people are just too close-minded. Some day I want to go somewhere else where people aren't afraid to be out. Maybe then I will stop wondering if I will be alone for the rest of my life.