alright, i just got back from seeing Without You live.
AND I LOVED IT. EVERY SINGLE MINUTE.
my mother even described it as beautiful.
i cried during every song (especially the ones about his mom)
and stood up first (okay, second. the first was this cute guy infront of me who was bawling) for his standing ovation. i'm going to meet him on friday, because he had a photoshoot and wouldn't be out to meet and greet for an hour. i know how welcoming he is to fans, so i just decided to come back later (possibly with friends) to get pictures/autographs with him.

i don't want to go into specifics about the autobiomusical (my new word for it *teehee*) but it was absolutely amazing. any renthead, theatre lover, or anyone who's been through the loss of a parent or friend can relate to it, and i garuntee will love it.

and i want to end my post with: i love my friends. you guys are always there for me, and i don't know where i would be without you. - i just got back in from crying in my neighbors' arms for the past half hour, and having my neighbors' crying in my arms. they're my sisters, basically.

something kind of ... bad and good at the same time happened today. i don't want to talk about it, but it's making me re-think everything that i know. ...