Learning Guitar is so hard for me. I never was able to teach myself anything, so why did I think guitar would be any different... :/
I just need to find some money and get lessons, but I am so broke, so thats not going to happen for a while. Or I could just wait till January, I'll prolly just take a guitar class at SFSU, that way its free :D

I have like five countdowns going on atm. Let's see my first vegas trip is in 7 days, 18th bday is in 16 days, warped tour is in 30 days, I move to SF in 32 days, then classes start in 39. I'm just so excited doing all this stuff, especially to finally be going to college. And I like the classes I picked, they all seem interesting, and I checked the rpofessors on ratemyproffesors.com and they all had good reviews, so i'm very optimistic about that. I'm taking: First year composition, Women in american history and society, logic/psychology - critical thinking, a fitness and condition class, and physical geology. Most of my classes are MonWedFri except Geology is on tuesdays and thursdays.

Through facebook, I already made a couple of friends too.
The two people I talk to most are both queer(which is more nonstraight people than all the ones I know from Pasadena, excluding those related to me). Seriously all of my friends are straight or in denial, so far in the closet that I suspect but sometimes I'm not too sure, and I don't like to accuse people of being gay if they say they aren't. Anywas the two kids I'm talking are real cool. One's a girl, she's really nice, and the other is a guy, and he has four classes with me, which is a lot considering I'm only taking 5 classes :D. So I won't be too lonely.

The other day I was being all emo and insecure, about whether or not I would make friends. And my current friends were really encouraging me, telling me how awesome I am, and how it would be impossible for me not to make friends. SO i felt really loved. :D