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4 July, 2008 - 10:40am — thinks

My dad died. It was a shock, he had a motorcycle accident. He hit a deer driving to work in the early morning.

I'm fine, it's been about a week now but its still hard to believe ya know?

Question! lately my good friend, on off occasion, has been saying that he can't even tell that I'm gay, that he wishes I wasn't. I'm glad I don't seem gay but why does he have to say he wishes I wasn't? Isn't that like not accepting me for who I am? Then is it a good thing that he can't tell I'm gay? I mean what if I did seem gay?

Food for thought, hope to hear from ya'll.

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4 July, 2008 - 6:17pm — lost_in_wonderland
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darling, i'm so sorry for

darling, i'm so sorry for your loss. *hugs*

Leave you alone for FIVE MINUTES!

4 July, 2008 - 8:45pm — -Ruby-
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i'm very sorry about ur dad.

*hugs*
and as for your friend, perhaps he is still uncomfortable with his own sexuality, and your gayness brings his own insecurities to the surface. it's his problem, not yours... you just have to be urself.

4 July, 2008 - 9:26pm — loreonpravus
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I'm sorry. internet *hug*.

I'm sorry. internet *hug*. really... losing people in our lives is hard.

5 July, 2008 - 12:01am — Neutrina
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I'm so sorry about your dad.

I'm so sorry about your dad. *hug*
And your friend. It sounds like he really likes you, but doesn't like homosexuality. Which means he thinks he shouldn't like you. So your "not seeming gay" to him makes it easier for him to like you. But maybe you should talk to him about it. It's really not fair to you.
*internet brownies*

"She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep coming back for more
She's just the girl I'm looking for"
-The Click Five "Just the Girl"

6 July, 2008 - 10:59am — thinks
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thanks guys...

thanks guys...