Yeah. It's been ages since I've written here. I miss it, but I don't have the time or energy. My best friend/unrequited love interest is cutting again and severely depressed and I don't know what to do. And I feel horrible because lately I've been getting even a little angry at her for this, for having these mood swings and being so broody all the time, or being all full of this fake, bubbly happiness that she uses to keep herself from breaking down. I don't like being angry at her for things she can't control (and also, with the whole love interest best-friend-crush thing, there's a huge sense of deja vu, what with my last long-term crush on best friend who betrayed me....... and so, paranoia and doubting current BFULI.....) It's just really not good. I've been a lot more prone to bad moods and little depressive episodes... it's strange, because I don't think I've ever quite been like this before. Do I have an unhealthy relationship with her, like she does with her BFULI? See, that's the funny thing, she's in love with a mutual friend of ours... also very very depressive... and her moods ride on his moods and my moods ride on her moods. And she knows that I like her, and she offered to not talk about her romantic issues, but I said she could cause I would never want to censor her and I want us to have a normal friendship. But, listening to her lament liking her best friend... and sitting there going, "yeah, I know it sucks, cause hel-loo!" Aah. I hate this whole situation. I wish she could be well. I wish I could stop being angry at her for no reason. I wish I could be well. I... I don't know. I don't know how to deal with this, I don't know what I can do for her. Or for me. Help?