Ah I will no longer be a highschool student after today. I grow up today. I have to walk a straight line and sit between two tall guys for a couple of hours, recieve an empty case mimicking my diploma and then I get to have cake with family members and go hang out at C's beach house.

This morning [I'm up quite early, I realize] I'm going to my art class [which I don't have to be in cause senior finals ended] to join their breakfast burrito party, have a last hoorah with my art teacher [who we're very close to] and get a last look at [shit what did I call her? Z?] Z. You know, the one I told was cute.

Really, telling her that didn't bring any closure at all. It's like I'm waiting for a response that's never going to come. Cliffhanger almost. Like how I felt when I had told C I like her and all she could say was "I'm straight." But what can I do?

Do you listen to Mewithoutyou? Great band. Religious, but the lyrics are amazing and I hardly care. I can take my own meaning. The only complaint is that a lot of their songs sound alike, hah. But I guess that's going to happen with that genre. I'm listening to "January 1979" on youtube repeatedly, though, haha.

Ah I hope today's alright. Karma's been kicking my ass lately so I don't know, I hope everything goes alright.