tomorrow, is officially my last day of high school. I don't really know how i'm feeling about that. It like, ahsn't really hit me that this is it, that after tommorow I won't see half the people i saw on an everyday basis ever again. I don't think i'm sad, but i just sorta feel numb to it all.

I got my yearbook, today, and idk why, but I was feeling all low self-esteemy, and was feeling as though no one would want to sign it. well people did, and I don't know where that little insecurity popped up from.

one of my friends, when she was signing my yearbook, she was crying, and i just felt so touched. i didn't read her, or anyone elses, message till i got home but, i'm gonna miss the girl so much. :(

usually, im really apathetic when it comes to people not being around, but there are a select few from school that i'm really gonna miss. I know I have the summer, but I want to get a job, and so i don't know how often I'm gonna be able to hang out with people.

In other news, grad night is this Wednesday. We can't bring anything with us, and I have to find something to wear to, cuz the dress code is kinda strict too. :(. My orientation for SFSU is this Friday!!!!. I get to pick my classes!!!, it hasn't really hit me yet, that I'm going to college.

Graduation is next Wednesday, I'll finally be a hs graduate. It really doesnt matter to me if I walk, so I'm really doing it for my mom. She has 8 kids and I'm the youngest and the only one she'll ever see graduate. Only one of my siblings graduated, the rest either got expelled or dropped out. So I know this will mean a lot to my mom.

Oh and one more thing, this weekend I had a ending ceremony thingy for upward bound, and they were handing out awards and such. The director, Yara, the lady in charge of the whole program was giving out the Director's award, and I got it. I never saw this coming because I'm a subpar student, but I guess it was my enigmatic personality, or just becasue I'm really loud. lol

Well, I've ran out of things to say.
Laters