I had such a weird weekend.

Ok so friday night was fairly normal. I went to this bar with a few friends, and this girl who i kind of like, L, came also which was cool. So that night was pretty chill but Saturday night was so freaking weird I can't wrap my mind around it.

Saturday night most of my friends decided to go to a comedy club, my friend M and I decided we didn't want to go and so we were going to wait for them and and then go out later. At about that time L (who i kind of like) calls me and invites me to this party at an upperclassman dorm. I'm really torn because on one hand, said girl, but on other hand -- party at a dorm and I can't get caught again (look back at pervious posts). Anyway M and I decide to go cause we figure we will just check it out and then head back after the rest of our friends finish the comedy thing.

When we first get to the party there's a massive flip cup tournament (which is actually a really retarded game). After that's over my other friends (at the comedy club) decide that they are tired and so J and I just decide to stay at this party instead of going back.

After the flip cup thing everyone just starts to drink (more) and then all of a sudden the room is pitch black and almost everyone starts dancing and making out -- it was so freaking weird mostly because all of a sudden it just happened out of the blue. One could only see the outlines of people dancing - but not the actual people it was really trippy.

And on a ironic note, the girl that I used to like (see pervious entries) was making out with the girl who told me she was straight. I'm pretty sure they were both drunk but still -- that's my life for you. These two girls were also dancing with another boy -- who i just met tonight but he seems pretty cool.

Anyways so while all this is going on L is now taking to retarded boy (he really is though -- typical pretentious film major) but a little bit after they finish talking and he leaves --- I start to talk to L, we are sitting in the dark -- our hands touch for a few moments then we pull away -- I'm pretty sure this was nothing thought because it was dark and we were both drunk. So then L and I chill outside and she tells me that she's mad because she likes the boy that the two drunk girls were dancing with, yep its wonderful hearing that.

This went on for quite a while until for some reason, I'm still not sure, my other friend comes in and says there's an RA outside when their really wasn't. I guess she said this to break up all the excess dancing/making out and such. I have no idea really why though -- possibly because L was upset -- but w/e -- it was just really weird and everyone, obviously starts to freak out. When we find out their isn't an RA the party reverts back to mayhem

So much later i leave the party with L , girl who told the RA story, and M, who I came with in the first place. After we leave M decides he wants to smoke -- at this point its 4 i the morning and we are all a bit drunk -- we then smoke outside our dorm, then go back in watch six feet under stoned and talk about the coming out process (because he's bi) and how its harder for guys then girls to come out ect.

But the whole party sat night was just so surreal and crazy, I felt like i was in a david lynch film. It was interesting watching the dynamics between the people because I knew who liked who and such and how they reacted to each other.

I'm pretty sure the girl I like is straight and I'm pretty sure the whole dark area instance was just both of us being drunk + darkness. I just wish i could remember exactly what happened like if she pulled her had away first or if I did or how we even got there in the first place, I guess I'll know soon enough. I'm just looking into it way to much, and I'm going to stop.

For the next few weeks I won't be doing much of anything except studying for finals so it was a good yet weird way to end the semester.